Tomorrow is the Heart Echo and that will tell us if
the baby has heart defects (which since we don’t know
for sure about the trisomy would be one more indicator
that it is there or possibly not there).
It’s hard to pray that there wouldn’t be because it’s
just hard…. I know that God can heal but I feel like
it’s so set in motion and there’s nothing I can do but
hold on. It’s like the medical world and the world of
faith is colliding and it’s hard to make heads or tails
of it. Even though I know God is fully sovereign
over each doctor, test, and knowledge each person
has. He makes no mistakes and this is true now even
if my heart is fight ing that truth.
I feel like I”m praying:
God Please Heal my Baby Totally….
But if not totally Please Heal the Trisomy….
But if not Please let my baby live for a while so we
can know him or her….
But if not Please let my baby live for a few hours so
it can be held and talked to and kissed on…
But if not Please let my baby live till it’s born….
But if not Please let my baby live a few weeks
But if not Please let my baby live through
But if not Hold me tightly so I can live through
That’s all the many MANY versions of prayers that have
been going to the Father from my heart today.
Pray for todays Fetal Heart Echocardiogram!